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My Spaceman for Sunday!

I can't believe it's been just over 8 weeks since I posted here.

On Thursday, 5th March, it was 3.5 months since my soulmate passed.

I caught up with my soul sister (Judy) for lunch in Mandurah, and the first thing she did when I hopped in her car

was give me a Bumble Bee 🐝 garden stake. That's because my nickname for Pete was BumbleB 🐝,

it was such a beautiful and touching gesture.

It brought happy tears to my eyes, and little did I know how significant this gesture would be.

Later that day, I received notification that BumbleB's Memorial had been placed

in the Garden of Remembrance at Fremantle Cemetery.

I went there and placed the Bumble Bee 🐝 stake with some rosemary and flowers. 

This was such a profound moment for me.

There were birds chirping everywhere.

A little family of Magpies (Mum, Dad, and Baby) flew in, along with a Willie Wagtail

flitting about and a Kookaburra sitting in a tree. It was dusk and so serene.

 

 

 

   

 

I cried because I was truly happy that Pete is now at peace alongside his parents in such a

profoundly beautiful and peaceful place. His final wish had come to fruition.

I guess I cried too because it finally hit me that I would never be with my soulmate here again on this plane.

Logically, I knew this (well, so I thought), but it hit me like a ton of bricks over the next couple of days. 

The waves of emotions come and go. Sometimes I feel like I can hardly breathe, I miss him so much.

I ask myself how do I get through this, but then I think of him saying, "Everything will be okay",

and a sense of calm comes over me.

I'm so lucky to have met "my person" and enjoyed a lifetime of love, friendship, and happiness

with someone who truly got me.

Anyway, a special thank you to my soul sister for giving me the Bumble Bee 🐝 -

a sign that I needed and was meant to receive last Thursday.

We are in sync, and our friendship means the world to me. 💜

A loving thank you also to my Mum for being there for me throughout this whole journey.

I don't know if I'd have gotten through this loss without her. ❤️

 

 

Below is a song that resonates with me and my journey without BumbleB 🐝.

 

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Spaceman

by Hollie Rogers

Listen & watch Spaceman here

 

 

Remember the night we saw the light in the sky

Came out of nowhere

almost blinded my eyes

Was it a flying saucer or a trick of the light?

You were holding my hand and then you'd gone from my side.

 

 

I'm a logical person and I can't figure out why 

It's like you were swallowed into the black of the night

Your cigarette still burning and your drink on the side

You were never that kind of unreliable guy

 

I'm sending out a signal 

Do you read me, do you read me?

 

 

Lost in the stars,

my spaceman

I'm calling out across the universe

We're so far apart,

my spaceman

When you coming back down to earth?

 

 

I never believed there could be life out there

Now I sit here every night in this old rocking chair

Looking up at the stars in the cold night air

I know it in my heart that you're up there 

somewhere

 

I'm sending out a signal

Do you read me, do you read me?

 

 

Lost in the stars,

my spaceman

I'm calling out across the universe

We're so far apart,

my spaceman

 

When you coming back down to earth?

Home,

Won't you come on home?

Won't you come on home?

 

 

Lost in the stars,

my spaceman

I'm calling out across the universe

We're so far apart,

my spaceman

When you coming back?

When you coming back?

Oh, when you coming back down to earth?

 

 

❤️ Enjoy Every Moment! ❤️

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